In a few days, this century will leave its teen years behind and head into its 20's. We have come a long way from the Y2K and heady excitement of the world ending in 2012 ( though it does feel like it might have ended on a high note if it had done so given the state of the world today). From the first iPhone in 2007 to the ubiquity of smart phones now, we have moved eons in terms of technology and yet, thinking wise we seems to have gone back to 1940's. A world war seems be around the corner with tensions running high, countries being divided from within and resources running out. Yet, with all the doom and gloom mood that is out there now, 2020 strangely seems more optimistic. Revolution is in air and it's a heady feeling, full of hope.
My Fur Face with a Purr-pose! |
I learnt how to reach out and get support. This is huge for me. Being open and vulnerable is no longer a scary thing to do. Theoretically, I knew that friends and family would help but doubts would pop up whether I'm merely being whiny and/or unnecessarily taking up their time, being a pain in general. I learnt how to manage the doubts so that it doesn't work to wreck me. I learnt that once in a while it's OK to be a little whiny and people who care for you will love you more rather than less for spending time with them, even if it is to whine.
Space by Rebecca Mock |
But it was far from perfect. My eating habits went to the dogs. Instead of spiraling, I found food to be an effective distraction / pick me up. Thankfully I have decent metabolism but I cant help but wonder if I'm pushing my luck with my health. The forever skeptic within me is warning it is all going to catch up one day. So, I'm hoping 2020 is one where I'm more disciplined and mindful about my health in general. Maybe eat a little better, exercise more regularly. Well, fingers crossed.
Evolution Of Syntax by Michela Buttignol |
I'm also hoping this is going to the year I get to tackle and execute more ambitious work stuff. Projects I'm legit proud of, instead of just run of the mill stuff I do coz the client asked me to. Well, keeping my fingers crossed and resume ready for this! :D
So yeah, 2020... I hope you will be the year I do little things with great love and great things with a little encouragement! Hope you find the same!
And this post was prompted by Prarthana who asked us to muse over and "write a bit about what all they have learnt in 2019 and what their intentions are for 2020 here. And share a SELFIE also."
So here's me looking forward to whatever the future brings!
PS: The artwork is all created for Nautilus, a science magazine, which I think everyone should totally check out because they have great stuff!
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